I’m dead

I need someone

I can’t stop crying

I hate myself so much

finally home. I went 6 days without sleep. It’s been an interesting week. shitty at every corner. but hey, At least I got to see my best friend ask his girlfriend to homecoming, glad he got to use my idea since I couldn’t use it anymore. So I guess a brightside to everything, I need to start thinking more like that

4 days…. 4 nights of no sleep.

this will be my 3rd night

3 whole god damn nights of no sleep.

Did you know

It is impossible to delete everything

I am a god damn computer geek and I can’t even fucking succeed in this. I still fuck up. 

I am good at nothing

I hate this.

excuse me as I continue breaking down

Two nights. No sleep.

All over the same




fuck me. I am a mess. why even bother trying anymore

  • A whole night without sleep. Fitting after today. Please stop thinking. I want to sleep. I can't.

the worst feeling in the world is to know you were used and lied to by someone you trusted

(Source: forsakers)

I just realized how much money I am saving not having to buy tickets for homecoming. Maybe this whole not going is a better idea than I originally thought

Now on a completely unrelated note:

Holy shit. I have not felt this much stomach pain since that medicine reaction. holy fuck please excuse me as I go throw up and die.

I am a slow motherfucker. I lost a great chance and all I can do is try and forget now.

Lets play 20 questions, the first 20 asks I get sent I will answer, no matter how personal, creepy or sexual



(Source: rollablades)

(Roughly) Ordered from Least to Most Personal
  • 1: Do you prefer pancakes or waffles?
  • 2: What is your favorite breakfast?
  • 3: What kind of weather is your favorite?
  • 4: When was the last time you climbed a tree?
  • 5: What was your favorite year in school (so far)?
  • 6: What colors has your hair been in your life?
  • 7: Do you prefer your hair long or short?
  • 8: What's your go to sitting around on the couch food?
  • 9: What clubs do/did you participate in at school?
  • 10: What's the first money you ever legitimately purchased?
  • 11: What's the first album you ever legitimately purchased?
  • 12: How would you describe your aesthetic?
  • 13: What are little things that your good friends know about your that casual friends don't notice?
  • 14: What is something you and your best friend say/do that seems strange to an outsider?
  • 15: Do you like to sleep near the wall, the middle, or the open side of the bed?
  • 16: What's the strangest rumor that has ever been spread about you?
  • 17: What is the most flattering compliment you remember receiving?
  • 18: How involved were you in the drama of your high school?
  • 19: What's the most uncomfortable thing a stranger online has said to you?
  • 20: What's an embarrassing thing that has happened to you?
  • 21: When sleeping with another person do you prefer to stay over at your house or theirs?
  • 22: Do you ever send anonymous messages of any variety?
  • 23: Do you feel comfortable running into people from your high school?
  • 24: What laws are that you feel bothered by?
  • 25: Do you like to cuddle while you are sleeping?
  • 26: Do you know how many people you have kissed?
  • 27: What are things you find really sexy in other people?
  • 28: What are your favorite parts of your own body?
  • 29: What are you favorite places to be touched?
  • 30: Do you or have you ever owned any sex toys?
  • 31: How many times have you had sex with the last person you slept with?