I’m Confused. I Need Help

I don’t know what to do anymore. I am getting worse, both physically and mentally. Side effects are kicking in again, and I don’t have a fall back this time. I’m losing sleep, losing weight, and am getting really sick. Along side all of this, I only get confusion. I have one group telling me yes.. Yes Kevin that is perfect for you, go try. Another group, Don’t. Don’t you will regret it, Kevin. That’s the last thing you should try doing. I don’t know who to listen to. I don’t know what decision to go with. But it’s me, no matter the decision… It’s wrong. I go with Don’t, I regret never trying. I go with yes and I fuck everything up so bad that I can’t even begin to pick up the pieces of my mistakes. 

I have made a lot of mistakes. I don’t know how to fix them. I am an emotional person. Memories kill me. I have tried to forget, tried to move on. Pieces find me. I can’t erase everything. Life isn’t like a computer. I can’t delete every trace of my past, it will always come back. And it will always… Always hurt. 

Someone just help me please

neven-ebrez:

happyjared:

"at a certain point with all the shit metatron was spewing, even gadreel was finally like ..c’mon, really?"
-tahmoh penikett, about his character’s infamous bitchface

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ryan + paternity

atop-the-treetop:

sizvideos:

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This is one of those ideas where some person was like “Hehe, this might  be silly.” And then struck fucking gold.

timecannotberewritten:

ueaq:

"when im 20 he’ll be 25" but you arent???? 20. youre 15??? and he is 20????????? why is a 20 year old into 15 year olds

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wakaflackalypse:

trevenants:

#iconic

this is honestly one of the defining moments of the last decade

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Achievement Hunter Presents: GO! #34 

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The Slow Mo Guys

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